.... as I promised I return to my notes and continue writing, my only testimony of what has been happening.
According to my counting the next sign should have 7 years old and be a girl this time. It should have something in common with the published articles in Krasnaja Gazeta. But I don't know what exactly and why? It irritates me, vexes my mind...
I have to begin from the very beginning. All these murdered children build a certain concept which has a meaning. Every child constitutes to the overall murder case behind which lies Beziehung. They play an important role individually as well as a unity. I fear what could happen if we deciphered wrongly one of them! It would be a disaster! I cannot let it happen. It must be controlled and each sign interpretation should be monitored and double checked for possible false conjectures!
I always repeat that when thinking upon a thing, it is always a thought that comes from a person directed to an object of thinking. When, for example, I see a thing, it is not only a colour or shape I observe but I also consider myself as a participant n this action. When people feel sadness because they lack something, they realize that hey are sad because they need a thing desperately. It is also in other instances of desire that man is aware of his feeling because of a thing that stuck in his mind.
I have somewhere more notes about that...where are they?! I cannot find anything in this shit-hole...
But when will I hear of the next sign? Where will it be? I cannot tell...
I am certain the girl will match the profile.
According to my counting the next sign should have 7 years old and be a girl this time. It should have something in common with the published articles in Krasnaja Gazeta. But I don't know what exactly and why? It irritates me, vexes my mind...
I have to begin from the very beginning. All these murdered children build a certain concept which has a meaning. Every child constitutes to the overall murder case behind which lies Beziehung. They play an important role individually as well as a unity. I fear what could happen if we deciphered wrongly one of them! It would be a disaster! I cannot let it happen. It must be controlled and each sign interpretation should be monitored and double checked for possible false conjectures!
I always repeat that when thinking upon a thing, it is always a thought that comes from a person directed to an object of thinking. When, for example, I see a thing, it is not only a colour or shape I observe but I also consider myself as a participant n this action. When people feel sadness because they lack something, they realize that hey are sad because they need a thing desperately. It is also in other instances of desire that man is aware of his feeling because of a thing that stuck in his mind.
I have somewhere more notes about that...where are they?! I cannot find anything in this shit-hole...
But when will I hear of the next sign? Where will it be? I cannot tell...
I am certain the girl will match the profile.
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